I want to....

I want to:

Fix up my house and stay here ** move to a condo ** different house ** another state ** Florida ** Tennessee ** New Mexico ** Nevada ** Arizona ** Vancouver, Toronto, St Thomas ** stay alone ** marry Gary ** never see him again ** see boytoy more ** never see him again ** meet someone else ** get a puppy ** have the freedom of no pets ** live in the woods ** live where I can walk every where **  stay soft ** go back to martial arts and bodybuilding, get hard ** be anorexic again ** cut my hair and make it curly ** keep it long and straight ** highlight my hair ** let it keep going gray naturally ** keep enjoying retirement ** go back to work ** work in a new field ** go to law school ** take chemistry ** throw out half of my clothes ** go on a road trip ** travel more ** stay home ** get a hobby ** become an expert at something, anything ** read less ** read more **learn to sing (hopeless) ** hire a landscaper ** continue to do it myself ** learn to tile a floor ** learn plumbing ** stop being so damned independent ** stop feeling so restless